Get Lost

I am one of those people who can confidently say that they can get lost in music. 

Although my head and soul are sometimes inside a song, I sometimes wish I could just dissolve into whatever music I am listening to and disappear. 

Today, I felt literally helpless.

 I was so tired I couldn't even move, too drained to cry, too empty to really feel anything at all. So I put on some music, laid in my bed and just listened, staring up at the ceiling, thinking about my life. 

I kept wishing I would close my eyes and fall asleep, because I feel like that's the closest I'll ever get to actually drifting off into music.